I should hurry iwth this because i havne't slept in about 48 hours now i thinkand it's beginning to affect my mind, this is why i hate airplanes, that and the pain. I'll talk more about what i did but i have souveigners for you all!!!and tales, many tales that and i got slightly freaked out when a suicidal person told me that my life was worse than hers....sorry that was random. The very fact that this is being written proves that I'm alive! This is more forAda as I think sh'es the only one who realised that I was in the area tha the tsunami hit and if I'd acutally been there I would be dead or close to it anyway because where we were going to stay got hit pretty hard. The only reason that we didn't end up going was because of my grandma which was a bit of a godsend , I remember just a couple of days after that going to a themepark with my cuz (she's 21 and studies here) and her boyfriend was calling her up in tears because his dad told him that the whole of Malaysia was totaled when he actually meant Sri Lanka. It was kinda shocking (that and hearing my ex-goth coz comforting her crying goth boyfriend and calling him baby and honey....)

I nearly didn't end up making it Australia but that's a long story for another day, which i would like to tell now since it's only 11:30 body time and i normally go to sleep and about 3 am anyway....there's all this stuff htat iw anted to type /say but now i can't remeber any of them. hmmm

the wierdest night i had was when in meleka buying gifts for all you guys then gettting a chop and hwilst waiting for that to be carved my dad buys a beer then buys a beer for the singer'cause he likes his voice. By the time the carving's done and i've got all my stuff my dad is in the bar/cafe/restaurunt thing with two portuguese who smoke and drink heavily, sitting right next to the band so you can't hear anything that anyone is saying we're there till about 12:30 or one, can't remember jzt talking and repeating everything, then repeating it once more, by the time we headed back ny dad was a little bit tipsy he started acting very silly and my mum had a huge frown on her face..

i don't get it how the newscrews are always the firsts ones on the scene and how they can say that aid has not yet reached these people and be showing images of them. Why is it that it's in that order, why couldn't they bring aid with them y do they jzt sit there like idiots bah

Richard Gross, a geophysicist with NASA's Jet Propulsion Laboratory in California, theorized that a shift of mass toward the Earth's center during the quake Sunday caused the planet to spin 3 microseconds, or millionths of a second, faster and to tilt about an inch on its axis....and yet it's theorised as well that this has happened a number of times before when the land mass was in pangea so....interesting potential

i have smelly soap that is yummy oh and i have opium!

islands are on the move!

i want the bumper sticker "Frank must Die" that's so kool with (Frank is a with a grapefruit-sized malignant tumor called a rhabdomyosarcoma. The size and location of the tumor -- most are in the limbs -- made it impossible for doctors to take out, according to his mother in her ad on eBay.) Die Frank DIE! (Frank is actually short for Frankenstien)

i should go to sleep i'm jzt rambeling so i'll sleep...sorta and i'm off bye

$265 = 1Xheifer, primary educations, 2X clean water, 2X school packs

what does $265 mean for you??? a top? a skirt? a dress? IB books??

I'm so bad I haven't written in so long and I've done so much yeah, on tuesday i played ice hockey and that was really fun and not painful we spent the first hour learning how to skate and I found that skiing was a big help when it came to stopping *yay* and then the instructor howed us this thing where u cross your legs over as you skate but none of us could really do it.... we learned how to skate in the stuff and it was really gross!!!!!!!!! the gloves had fungus growing in them!!! you could actually see the little spores and I swear they went into our skin and started to grow using the sweat from our skin and the body heat!! and yeah we played a game and that was fun i was goalie for a bit and it was really scary for two reasons :one this guy decided to play on the other team and he's been playing for about 4 yrs and then Daniel (Amanda's brother) was really good that and Sarah Jane brought a friend who has no sense of balance whatsoever and he kept crashing into walls and then crashing into people there was also a mini version of him but he wasn't as dangerous so that was ok

we kinda ran out halfway through the game becaseu we realised that we had to see a movie in 15 mins and we hadn't got the tickets yet and it takes 15 mins to get there gah!! we were going to see princess diaries 2 but by the time we got there it was full so we decided to watch a cinderella story but we had to wait a couple of hours so we spent the whole time smelling our hands because they smelt to bad and then washing them, we washed them about 6 times and once we washed them for 5 mins, people kept staring at us....

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on wednesday went with alisa, rach and tash bakshi to see a movie and jzt walk around and we were in chapel street and we didn't go to twist!!! teriible but we did go to boost...twice...we ended up seeing a cinderella story again but that was cool because i wanted to see it again, for some reason i really like it, Hilary Duff is actually a pretty good actress and then they all scared me by taking us to stores where they looked at clothes and then made me wear a mini skirt..i was so scared...then they all looked at formal dresses while i made small chat with the lady and they all fell in love with dresses and got depressed then Alisa found this really cool guitar with an inbuilt amp for only $199!! at Troy the house of music then we went home tash got picked up at the jam factory and we kinda lost her mum but then found her and hten we took the tram back to rach's house to get picked up by my dad 'cept my dad called halfway through the ride and we got picked up at the stop managing to piss off the whole tram by stopping it for no reason jzt when it had started again the doors had jzt closed and we were about to move then rach started to swear Alisa and I looked at each other and we ran to the door pushed the button to make the tram stop and the doors open and then rach said it was because she told my dad the wrong stop!! so we kinda sat down very meekly and apologised...alot...

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thursday was great i loved seeeing all of you guys again and again i'm sorry for being so late but the skins and the defrostation, i know in retrospect i should have jzt come but i kidna jzt didn't want to disappoint u i thought i let u down if i didn't ...yeah....a stupid decision

it was great the ice skatin was really fun and we got to go fast and all of u that didn't know how to skate learnt and it was fantastic seeing Sindy figure skate i'd never seen her and i realy wish i'd seen her while she still skated that would have been amazing. It was so fun we should all go again!! and Alisa's cake was so yummy <--- eating face

gah the time is about half past one in the morning not good i shall talk about the wedding tomorrow have a great last day of holidays i can't wait to see you all!!! miss you Lydia we've got to get together some time all of us we'll have to arrange these things years ahead and have traditions and yes soz blabbering and now sleeping

It's so strange while I'm talking to Bec bout debating and her bday party in another window I've got this report on the beheadings of people. Do guys remember when the fire alarm went off and we didn't know why although it ended up being a false alarm the thoughts that went through my head when we didn't know were just how stupid and selfcentered are we. We didn't know that there was nothing wrong we thought it was a real fire so we stood on the field selling chocolates, complaining about leaving our lunches behind, meanwhile there could have been a girl inside the building, in the flames dieing, we didn't know there wasn't a fire and we didn't care. We just dismiss it.

What is this thing, pride, it's so stupid, it stops us from doing so many things and attaining so much, from doing good merely because it's there and we'll lose face but really pride doens't give us that much, it's only because we believe in it so much that is has any power. I don't understand people.